I should change! Maybeee... tomorow? :o]

Sometimes, at times, kadang-kala, 2-kali-2-kala, but MOST dan selalunya we KNOW what's wrong with ourself. But we somehow are able to convince ourself with the excuses that we give ourself~ takpelah bukan selalu nak enjoy, alah esok lah start again. We tell ourself that we are a lazy, we need to work more, kurangkan facebook, we have to do more, usaha lagi kuat dan sewaktu dengannya but we often spend more time convincing ourself that its ok to screw-up pastu end up never overcome our problems.

Sometimes, we promise ourself that things must and will improve- kononya nak ubah la ~,~, then right in the middle of it~ " Hmmm.... I've done this for 3 days, I can afford to cut myself some slack today kan???" *troll face*. Then the same excuse comes up d next day, and the next and so on; untill we realise yang 'some slack' tu dah pun terlalu lama dan we're back at square one- FAIL.

So yeah, why do we do this to ourselves?? But WHYyyy?(#thesyndicateproject @youtube) We torture ourself, mentally, emotionally to go through bad phase, to better, holiday, fail and back at the bad-only more depressed... kan??? Tak tahu lah korang, tapi for me memang konfom depress- rase cam loser gile.

To be honest, even I don't know myself-coz I do it too. I guess its a part of the human nature to be compassionate- konon simpati -,-; of others and sometimes slightly biased more to ourselves?? Lol.What ever it is... We need to stop doing this. Our soul must be singing Christina perri-a thousand years  while waiting for the change its longing for. Wawawa....

Okay2, sorry lost my focus for a while just now. What I was trying to say is.... If we want to improve, we cant just 'know' whats wrong with us, cause that is understood. We must start working to what will and ignore the whispers and temptation of  'cutting ourself some slack' while we're on it, cause if we are willing to give in to your failure it will always be apart of us. And in life, failure is NOT an option, but a sad accident, a horrible fall :(. Which we must accept will happen; but still never an option.

Stop cutting yourself 'some slack'

Cause you're almost there.

~ i KNOW you are XD