don't let ignorance win

maybe, this is the one

I should change! Maybeee... tomorow? :o]

Sometimes, at times, kadang-kala, 2-kali-2-kala, but MOST dan selalunya we KNOW what's wrong with ourself. But we somehow are able to convince ourself with the excuses that we give ourself~ takpelah bukan selalu nak enjoy, alah esok lah start again. We tell ourself that we are a lazy, we need to work more, kurangkan facebook, we have to do more, usaha lagi kuat dan sewaktu dengannya but we often spend more time convincing ourself that its ok to screw-up pastu end up never overcome our problems.

Sometimes, we promise ourself that things must and will improve- kononya nak ubah la ~,~, then right in the middle of it~ " Hmmm.... I've done this for 3 days, I can afford to cut myself some slack today kan???" *troll face*. Then the same excuse comes up d next day, and the next and so on; untill we realise yang 'some slack' tu dah pun terlalu lama dan we're back at square one- FAIL.

So yeah, why do we do this to ourselves?? But WHYyyy?(#thesyndicateproject @youtube) We torture ourself, mentally, emotionally to go through bad phase, to better, holiday, fail and back at the bad-only more depressed... kan??? Tak tahu lah korang, tapi for me memang konfom depress- rase cam loser gile.

To be honest, even I don't know myself-coz I do it too. I guess its a part of the human nature to be compassionate- konon simpati -,-; of others and sometimes slightly biased more to ourselves?? Lol.What ever it is... We need to stop doing this. Our soul must be singing Christina perri-a thousand years  while waiting for the change its longing for. Wawawa....

Okay2, sorry lost my focus for a while just now. What I was trying to say is.... If we want to improve, we cant just 'know' whats wrong with us, cause that is understood. We must start working to what will and ignore the whispers and temptation of  'cutting ourself some slack' while we're on it, cause if we are willing to give in to your failure it will always be apart of us. And in life, failure is NOT an option, but a sad accident, a horrible fall :(. Which we must accept will happen; but still never an option.

Stop cutting yourself 'some slack'

Cause you're almost there.

~ i KNOW you are XD

The naked chef inspires mua :D

So I'm watching Jamie Oliver's Food Revolution. I watched and realised that if you want to see a change, it has to start from you. Jamie is a known celeb chef and being great with that helped him to change the people to revolutionize and eat healthy food, cos he is a great chef thus people are able to trust his cooking- he also gets to prove it too cos he's great. If you want to see a great world, you gotta start being a great person. This change doesn't need to be directly or at one go. You can start being great step-by-step- do small but great steps. Work one area at a time. One area to another eventually makes the whole area. you are one of those small area which will eventually spread out to the rest of the area- InsyaAllah. :)

So.... I'm gonna start being great. I wanna make a diffrence with the vision of a great life.

fruits for reflection

i was cutting mango for a late night dinner

i was cutting the top and peeling the skin and suddenly it struck me- humans are just like fruits.

 judged and refered by the skin- their look, how one present themselves. Like how you judge i the fruit is ripe, just nice or rotten. Same as humans, we see how they look like, dress up and appearance.

After that is done

The flesh is consumed/ used as nutritions. As for humans; our capabilities and knowledge are used by others and ourselves just like how fruits are evaluated- the best and most nutritious are the most valuable ones.

Then we come to the seed, which we couldn't care less (unless you're a farmer or some fruit gardener). Little do we realise, the seed plays such a big role; like the soul it determines the future. A good seed grows great trees and improve the humans needs and wants. While a bad seed benefits none to anyone, not even itself.
As time passes by a good seed, though no longer a seed, it has changed things and itself for the better- Providing shades to those who are in need of it and bear great delicious and nutritious fruits.
The bad seed might still just be a bad seed and decompose to nothing, or perhaps if its a bad with a litle good seed it grows to a tree that could provide shade. ;)

So are you a bad or a good seed??

Save you - Simple Plan

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you

(Ahahaha)
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
(Oh)
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
(Ohohh)
I wish I could save you (oh)

You are risking lives...!

We are given before taken;

We laugh before we cry;

We live before we die.

A mother risks her life giving birth for a child.

A father in risk of accident while hurrying to pick up his children from school.

A child walks across the street to hug the mother.

A friend almost hit a car on the way to a meet up.

Everyone risk their lives, one way or another, make the risk worth it. :)

Start appreciating, before they start fading.

You give me the wings to fly
You are the clear blue sky
I'm floating so free, so high
Falling with grace - for you and I
You give me the wings to fly

Never Too Late

sometimes,

we wake up only to find out that we cause disappointments to others and ourselves.

we regret, we wish to forget,

pressuring ourselves of how stupid we were

and

at some point we think we're hopeless

well, if we continue walking along that path, we might actually end up hopeless

when we do mistakes, errors and accidents its always for a reason

to learn, realize, repair and make life better. 

Can't see it yet? :)

we tumbled, we slipped and we fell head first few times;

and yet we survive.

We stood back up, at that point,  we are winners my dear. It was never about the fall but it had always been about if that fallen person has the guts to get up, brush up the dirt on their shoulder and still continue the walk- hearts high heads still screwed on right.

Realizing a mistake now and regret is much better than dying and never be able to 'realize' it was a mistakes, cos it would too late.

Yes,

what matters is that we got up & recovered with our heart still at its rightful place.

note:Niat salah, hidup tetap loser dunia mahupun akhirat

here comes the sun, the beatles

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it's all right

Little darling, it's been a long cold lonely winter
Little darling, it feels like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and I say it's all right

Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and I say it's all right

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...

Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been clear
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it's all right
It's all right 

it is the late Heath Ledger's fav song.

why i keep posting bout him, cos i just wtached:

10 things I hate about you

NoteToSyakrr: you should watch it dear, nice movie. Might learn a thing or two. You'd hate the 2 main characters though. :P

remember

lesson to be learnt:

when you're in-charge, when you're responsible

you'll have to

cross some people

shout at them

swear(maybe)

push them where they don't want to

push some wrong buttons

be hated

but

always

remember to take sometime to tell them what they did well.