The naked chef inspires mua :D

So I'm watching Jamie Oliver's Food Revolution. I watched and realised that if you want to see a change, it has to start from you. Jamie is a known celeb chef and being great with that helped him to change the people to revolutionize and eat healthy food, cos he is a great chef thus people are able to trust his cooking- he also gets to prove it too cos he's great. If you want to see a great world, you gotta start being a great person. This change doesn't need to be directly or at one go. You can start being great step-by-step- do small but great steps. Work one area at a time. One area to another eventually makes the whole area. you are one of those small area which will eventually spread out to the rest of the area- InsyaAllah. :)

So.... I'm gonna start being great. I wanna make a diffrence with the vision of a great life.

fruits for reflection

i was cutting mango for a late night dinner

i was cutting the top and peeling the skin and suddenly it struck me- humans are just like fruits.

 judged and refered by the skin- their look, how one present themselves. Like how you judge i the fruit is ripe, just nice or rotten. Same as humans, we see how they look like, dress up and appearance.

After that is done

The flesh is consumed/ used as nutritions. As for humans; our capabilities and knowledge are used by others and ourselves just like how fruits are evaluated- the best and most nutritious are the most valuable ones.

Then we come to the seed, which we couldn't care less (unless you're a farmer or some fruit gardener). Little do we realise, the seed plays such a big role; like the soul it determines the future. A good seed grows great trees and improve the humans needs and wants. While a bad seed benefits none to anyone, not even itself.
As time passes by a good seed, though no longer a seed, it has changed things and itself for the better- Providing shades to those who are in need of it and bear great delicious and nutritious fruits.
The bad seed might still just be a bad seed and decompose to nothing, or perhaps if its a bad with a litle good seed it grows to a tree that could provide shade. ;)

So are you a bad or a good seed??

Inspiration never permanent

As salam,
Its weird how you can get inspired by appreciating the tiniest event in life. Then even weirder how inspiration disappears with fears and laziness. This is what is happening to, inspired and deninspired. Today, watching tv and drawing, i realise im 22 oredy, its best for me to start being serious and brave enough to grow up making decisions. I hope this time it stays.

Working for thr future for dunia and the heeafter.

The Six: Ways You'll See Your Dad

Staffordshire Half Marathon

On the 25th  March I will be competing the Staffordshire half marathon. I'l be running for a number of charity organization. Such as the disabled people and breast cancer care. No matter what, I must finish the race. Same goes to my life.. must finish the race.

Save you - Simple Plan

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you

(Ahahaha)
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
(Oh)
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
(Ohohh)
I wish I could save you (oh)

Last day of final exam in Staffs

Woke up at 8.15am, just in time to perform Subuh prayer. Thanks to Syikin, she called to remind me about exam at 10. First thing to do, brush my teeth and then solat.

Open my window for fresh air, I saw a a lovely couple sitting on a small hill not far from my room. They were looking at the sunrise. That was romantic:o

 Opportunity, took some photo of them. I don't think they saw me:)

Digital systems, I left the exam hall 30minutes early. I'm confident with the paper. All that I've studied last night come out. That day, instead of taking the bus I decided to cycle. about 10minutes of cycling.

Cycling to the exam hall was bitter because it is uphill. But going home is from there is like riding a motorcycle. On my way back, I decided to check out my new jogging route. I have to train by next week to get ready for Sheffield games and Staffs half marathon that will be held on 25 th February.

The scenery was .. breathtaking. Open fields, small farms. I felt like I was in Arau, Perlis reminding me of the  paddy fields. Unfortunately, I didn't bring the camera:(

(anyway, the scenery was kinda like this ones)

I can't wait to jog next week..


Then, I came upon a big factory. So this is Perkins, the one Syikin told me about.

 Perkins specialized in producing diesel engines.
One day I might end up working here, I don't know..

Decided not o head home. Go to town and have my Friday prayer there. While waiting for the time of Jumaat prayer, I wonder around town and do some window shopping at charity shops. I was thinking about buying clothes and cd players. Some items that had made me interested.
I walked past a street basker.

(Can't find a pic of street basker playing flute. Substitute with this chap)

he was playing a flute. Titanic song. Really nice. It goes with my mood at that time.

After solat Jumaat I head home because I promise to skype with the lovely small plum boss.

Can you guess how many items that I bought that day.

I found out lots of good cd's. Keane, Cher, Brimful Asha, Blue all oldschool songs, nice ones.
In my opinion its better to hear songs from cds instead from youtube. Because you will end up busy searching a lot of songs in youtube. and forgot to enjoy the music

I fancy the leather trench coat, I looked like Gambit if I wore it. The price was nice. If Iqa was here she will persuade me to take it.

but


 In the end I didn't buy anything.

I have everything I need.

or maybe because I don't have money:)




Recently, someone has moved from her old house and agreed to share a new house with me..
I was delighted. This is a poetry dedicated for me and my new housemate..

sitting on the steps writing prose

in a time and a place

new and strange

in a house strangely elegant

filled with peace

reminiscent of the east

with stones from greece

two cats live here

they own the house

the male is as wild

as a man will be

his thoughts on escape

and living free

the girl is an innocent

gentle pure

as quiet as a spirit

living near

and i will learn a new way

to be

to live in this house

two cats and me

'what happens when the sun won't rise'

"it will rise"

'I don't trust u'

"it will rise. It will, soon. Trust me"

Im going to London this Saturday. To meet my lovely cousin. Cousin meeting.  Will be back by Sunday.

My train is at 7.30am. Planning to Subuh at town.

....going to sleep, hope she forgives. miss someone. miss her. She has a meeting tommorow. I pray all goes well and all the best for her. 

with all my heart, never gonna stop loving her...