maybe, this is the one

I should change! Maybeee... tomorow? :o]

Sometimes, at times, kadang-kala, 2-kali-2-kala, but MOST dan selalunya we KNOW what's wrong with ourself. But we somehow are able to convince ourself with the excuses that we give ourself~ takpelah bukan selalu nak enjoy, alah esok lah start again. We tell ourself that we are a lazy, we need to work more, kurangkan facebook, we have to do more, usaha lagi kuat dan sewaktu dengannya but we often spend more time convincing ourself that its ok to screw-up pastu end up never overcome our problems.

Sometimes, we promise ourself that things must and will improve- kononya nak ubah la ~,~, then right in the middle of it~ " Hmmm.... I've done this for 3 days, I can afford to cut myself some slack today kan???" *troll face*. Then the same excuse comes up d next day, and the next and so on; untill we realise yang 'some slack' tu dah pun terlalu lama dan we're back at square one- FAIL.

So yeah, why do we do this to ourselves?? But WHYyyy?(#thesyndicateproject @youtube) We torture ourself, mentally, emotionally to go through bad phase, to better, holiday, fail and back at the bad-only more depressed... kan??? Tak tahu lah korang, tapi for me memang konfom depress- rase cam loser gile.

To be honest, even I don't know myself-coz I do it too. I guess its a part of the human nature to be compassionate- konon simpati -,-; of others and sometimes slightly biased more to ourselves?? Lol.What ever it is... We need to stop doing this. Our soul must be singing Christina perri-a thousand years  while waiting for the change its longing for. Wawawa....

Okay2, sorry lost my focus for a while just now. What I was trying to say is.... If we want to improve, we cant just 'know' whats wrong with us, cause that is understood. We must start working to what will and ignore the whispers and temptation of  'cutting ourself some slack' while we're on it, cause if we are willing to give in to your failure it will always be apart of us. And in life, failure is NOT an option, but a sad accident, a horrible fall :(. Which we must accept will happen; but still never an option.

Stop cutting yourself 'some slack'

Cause you're almost there.

~ i KNOW you are XD

here comes the sun, the beatles

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it's all right

Little darling, it's been a long cold lonely winter
Little darling, it feels like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and I say it's all right

Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and I say it's all right

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...

Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been clear
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it's all right
It's all right 

it is the late Heath Ledger's fav song.

why i keep posting bout him, cos i just wtached:

10 things I hate about you

NoteToSyakrr: you should watch it dear, nice movie. Might learn a thing or two. You'd hate the 2 main characters though. :P

What & If

WARNING: a rip off from "Letters To Juliet"

"... what and if are 2 words as non threatening as 2 words can be, but put them together side by side and they have the power to wound you for the rest of your life- What if. What if?" The Clip

EVERYONE SHOULD HAVE A 'WHAT IF' MOMENT

So yeah in life there are a lot of things going on- the good and  the bad always come hand in hand.

For every hardship, great things will emerge, for every 'too-good-to-be-true' is a risk to forget of what is true.

What I'm trying to put here, for every events of our life we  should always have a 'what if' moment before making a decision.

What if this is test? What if the rumors were true? What if I had just helped the old man?

What if God have bigger plans for us?

ANSWERING THE 'WHAT IF'

But don't stop there, get the answer... get the confirmation, for that is the whole purpose of a  'what if moment', having a 'what if' inside of you for an extended period of time will kill you-inside and quietly.

Hanging on a what if question is like hanging onto a rope which you don't know what is waiting at neither of its end, and instead of finding out, you drag it along with you everywhere, though sometimes forgotten, it will be a burden your knapsack from time to time almost haunting. Get an answer, every person has the right to get his/ her 'what if' answered.

So friends, family, acquaintances and strangers please always give it a moment and ask:

What If? & Get the answer :)

Note: In respect of anonymousity of visitors, i have used God instead of Allah.

259 as background check

i'm

respectful
passionate
sometimes hyper
'drugging' on coffee
unmarried
not the one who'd pick a fight
an animal lover



and also I'mma

problem child
result of a broken and problem family
questioning my runaway brother
child grew without the loving of a mother

writer out of passion
student of life
business person as due to responsibility and interest
doodler
cook for appreciation

BUT most importantly I'm a servant of Allah