I should change! Maybeee... tomorow? :o]

Sometimes, at times, kadang-kala, 2-kali-2-kala, but MOST dan selalunya we KNOW what's wrong with ourself. But we somehow are able to convince ourself with the excuses that we give ourself~ takpelah bukan selalu nak enjoy, alah esok lah start again. We tell ourself that we are a lazy, we need to work more, kurangkan facebook, we have to do more, usaha lagi kuat dan sewaktu dengannya but we often spend more time convincing ourself that its ok to screw-up pastu end up never overcome our problems.

Sometimes, we promise ourself that things must and will improve- kononya nak ubah la ~,~, then right in the middle of it~ " Hmmm.... I've done this for 3 days, I can afford to cut myself some slack today kan???" *troll face*. Then the same excuse comes up d next day, and the next and so on; untill we realise yang 'some slack' tu dah pun terlalu lama dan we're back at square one- FAIL.

So yeah, why do we do this to ourselves?? But WHYyyy?(#thesyndicateproject @youtube) We torture ourself, mentally, emotionally to go through bad phase, to better, holiday, fail and back at the bad-only more depressed... kan??? Tak tahu lah korang, tapi for me memang konfom depress- rase cam loser gile.

To be honest, even I don't know myself-coz I do it too. I guess its a part of the human nature to be compassionate- konon simpati -,-; of others and sometimes slightly biased more to ourselves?? Lol.What ever it is... We need to stop doing this. Our soul must be singing Christina perri-a thousand years  while waiting for the change its longing for. Wawawa....

Okay2, sorry lost my focus for a while just now. What I was trying to say is.... If we want to improve, we cant just 'know' whats wrong with us, cause that is understood. We must start working to what will and ignore the whispers and temptation of  'cutting ourself some slack' while we're on it, cause if we are willing to give in to your failure it will always be apart of us. And in life, failure is NOT an option, but a sad accident, a horrible fall :(. Which we must accept will happen; but still never an option.

Stop cutting yourself 'some slack'

Cause you're almost there.

~ i KNOW you are XD

fruits for reflection

i was cutting mango for a late night dinner

i was cutting the top and peeling the skin and suddenly it struck me- humans are just like fruits.

 judged and refered by the skin- their look, how one present themselves. Like how you judge i the fruit is ripe, just nice or rotten. Same as humans, we see how they look like, dress up and appearance.

After that is done

The flesh is consumed/ used as nutritions. As for humans; our capabilities and knowledge are used by others and ourselves just like how fruits are evaluated- the best and most nutritious are the most valuable ones.

Then we come to the seed, which we couldn't care less (unless you're a farmer or some fruit gardener). Little do we realise, the seed plays such a big role; like the soul it determines the future. A good seed grows great trees and improve the humans needs and wants. While a bad seed benefits none to anyone, not even itself.
As time passes by a good seed, though no longer a seed, it has changed things and itself for the better- Providing shades to those who are in need of it and bear great delicious and nutritious fruits.
The bad seed might still just be a bad seed and decompose to nothing, or perhaps if its a bad with a litle good seed it grows to a tree that could provide shade. ;)

So are you a bad or a good seed??

You are risking lives...!

We are given before taken;

We laugh before we cry;

We live before we die.

A mother risks her life giving birth for a child.

A father in risk of accident while hurrying to pick up his children from school.

A child walks across the street to hug the mother.

A friend almost hit a car on the way to a meet up.

Everyone risk their lives, one way or another, make the risk worth it. :)

Start appreciating, before they start fading.

time to change

Inspired, yes?? :)

you can always be who you want to!

yes even in studies dear, stay inspired and always be willful to perspire for it.

You give me the wings to fly
You are the clear blue sky
I'm floating so free, so high
Falling with grace - for you and I
You give me the wings to fly

you raised me up- TO MORE THAN I CAN BE

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

Sometimes, we forget the people who had been there for us through  

hi and low. Tears and laughter. 

Cheers to the lovely people who had and will be the shoulders;

Giving us the chance to see more than what we can be.

<3

:)

never favourable

And suddenly i see him again

reminds me

of how death will not always come when its favourable
he was in the middle of something

life is unexpected
he was 28

it can be accidental
it was due to accidental intoxication

God is always fair, He gives when He takes
He was going through hell, perhaps God decides that this man of great heart- he has suffered enough pain :)

This guy reminds me to

live life to the fullest,

value life

always do great stuff when ever i get the chance

surround myself with love because when i leave, that is the best thing i can leave behind

one must always be ready to say goodbye for every flick of his/her eye

NoteToHim: Hope to see you later, in heaven, maybe not 'you' perhaps a projection of you :)