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I finally decide, that if i want to inspire it means inspiring myself to be a better person, and oddly enough my way to inspire is to reflect as through others and myself. I bet nobody doesn't even give a damn, but I just want to have a place when I'm pissed or sad or empty, there is a place (this blog) where I can read and reflect.

Yesterday, The big boss and the small plump boss had a feud, a disagreement due to different generation, perspective and experience and understanding. And so the small plump boss pissed off because the big boss refused to be open and try to understand things in a different perspective. Small plump boss start acting all pissy and slam doors, drawers, palstic bags (yes that happened) slammed every single thing in sight-evn punched the wall (Internal bleeding-yes!). The small plum boss then open the shower and just sat under it swearing in the mind-like there is another person in the brain running around in an empty space, screaming and hitting and punching and just lets everything loose; sat there shiverring and gritting teeth-untill the body can't take it anymore. Went out of the shower- numb. towel dried, dressed up for bed pulls up the quilt slept. - If you are going to swear and make more sins, might as well sleep; less sins, increase energy and the brain gets to rest.

And life's chronicle of events happens. *Tralalalala..*

Then the big boss met up with a future business partner, the small plump boss after closing the salon, came to join. Bought her favourite ice blended-green tea and joined the conversation. Listen to people's story and experience.

At the end, the small plump boss/I/she realise LEARNING is better when one make it as a SHARING PROCESS rather than 'I'm a big shot and you should learn from me, because I'm WAAAY better than you'. Then, she realised,

life sucks and it will get worse but you just have to get better so that even though when life sucks, you get the upperhand, so that when it sucks you just have to brush it off your shoulder instead of crawling back to where you were.

You are risking lives...!

We are given before taken;

We laugh before we cry;

We live before we die.

A mother risks her life giving birth for a child.

A father in risk of accident while hurrying to pick up his children from school.

A child walks across the street to hug the mother.

A friend almost hit a car on the way to a meet up.

Everyone risk their lives, one way or another, make the risk worth it. :)

Start appreciating, before they start fading.

Superwoman

Cool, Gina Carano. But still, yawn.

Another movie about special agent goes out for revenge. They overdone it. 

This.. is ... true courage. This is a true superwoman. Willing to spare her live just to protect innocent children.  As we enjoy watching Hollywood movies. Don't get blinded by those movies.

 Don't forget Palestine.

This kind of women is what I want to find.

Motivation lagi..

Yes, we need motivation everytime. It's like fuel.  It depletes.

We can do it, yakin boleh, woohoo!

Dah2, nak tolong ibu kt dapur.

LISTEN TO THE MAN.. BE NICE

time to change

Inspired, yes?? :)

you can always be who you want to!

yes even in studies dear, stay inspired and always be willful to perspire for it.

the motivator

here's a person whom i admire.
great at heart and and dashing as ever.

Haha.. well I'm just writing this down because I miss this person, he's miles and miles away and its been almost 5months we've been parted by distance.

I miss feeling so inferior while jogging cause he's so fit- so i push myself to live healthier too. Miss the competition. I miss hearing his speech of motivation and quotes of great man and 3rd rate unknown movies. The humbleness of such a gigantic heart can never fail to make one admire and smile. I'm not saying he's perfect- he has few things to work on- and he's working on it, or so he says :D

I miss most- to know and feel he's near and close to me, though not next door, but at least reachable- cheap local calls and texts. Lol.

People always say you always under appreciate what they got, and regret not appreciatin it when its gone. Well he's almost half gone with part of my heart, so i kinda know what they mean. I used to be like 'blaaah' shouldn't make such a big issue out of him, NOW, I'm missin this guy like crazeeey....

If you know someone who motivates you, make you do things you neve would've (for the right reason) and opposite gender, GRAB'EM!